Time to try....

Her heart raced with a stomach filled with butterflies, it was like she was either flying or was on a fast rollercoaster with twists and turns. Now she’s not very fond of roller coasters, but this was a ride she enjoyed. This so-called sensation was felt when she held my hand. How do I know her emotions? Well I don’t but all I know is that I felt the same way. It was very touching. We were watching 500 Days of Summer, it’s pretty good, not too shabby. I was not very fond of chick flicks but I went to go watch it because she was into chick flicks. You might think I am a loser for watching a chick flick but fellas, they’re pretty good. And besides, the real reason I watched it was to see her smile as she enjoyed the movie. I love seeing her smile. It made me happy. It was weird. I have never felt this way before. Well back on topic. A few nights ago, she told me that her friends from orientation were talking about how guys don’t try anymore. WTF. Lol way to bring that up with me. She told me she said something and it sparked the conversation. So I thought to myself, she’s talking about me huh? Am I a chicken? I don’t try? Well the hell with that, why is it that the guy has to always do everything. Girls don’t do much either so you expect us to do everything? I guess that is how society is made, us “men” are suppose to start everything and have so-called BALLS. Anyways as we entered the theater, we sat next to each other. We were a little late so we missed the beginning. It was actually my fault but I blamed it on a friend of mine. HEHE. So as I watched the movie, my mind was filled with a million questions. Should I hold her hand tonight? Is the temperature in here cool enough to hold hands? Or should it be warm enough? What if she doesn’t like my hands? What if my hands are too big? Too small? Too fat? Oh no. What do I do? Should my thumb go over her thumb when I do it? Or under? Or should it be the Criss-Cross hand holding technique? When do I do it? Now? No, its not a good part in the movie. Damn, why am I making it so complicated? What if she has a hand disease that is transferable like hand aids or something. OMG Why is this so hard? As I thought to myself, the memory of her telling me that guys don’t try anymore popped up in my head. All the questions were answered, sort of. The answer was quit your bitching and GO. Who cares, the worst she can do is push your hand away, or bite it, or even pepper spray you. Does it matter? The best result is that she would hold your hand back. And as I looked at her hands trying to see if there’s a signal, which I thought would be fidgeting or something, but the lights were too dim so it was too dark to see. So I made up my mind and just went for it. Here goes nothing. BAM! BOOM! DING! I did it. I opened my eyes and she looked at me, smiled, and held my hand. It was like she was waiting for me to do it. It would've been easier to tell me that she wanted to hold my hand but i guess it has sort of a more romantic feeling that adds to this. This was indeed the best feeling a guy can have, well for me. It was the feeling of ACCOMPLISHMENT. You put your mind to it and it finally all comes out the way you want it, sort of. It took my breath away but I was still manage to pay attention to the movie. It was good, but the best part was when all this happened. This was the highlight of my night. It helped me realize that i should start trying more. Be spontaneous and it will give you good results. Its either now or never, so make sure you choose now because trust me, they‘re waiting for you to make the move. Haha. And if you don’t succeed, try, try, and try again.