Hope is one-sided. You can hope all you want but in the end, it's going to mess you up. Things don't go your way. It never does. I feel so hopeless now. We spend less and less time with each other now. It hurts every second. She doesnt even stop to ask whats wrong when you really did point out that something was wrong. Love is hopeless now. Basically she doesnt care about anything anymore to even ask or to even try to resolve. That's how you know that she definitely is done with you and all hope is gone. Life never meets its expectations. Girls, when something is wrong, its suppose to be the guys job to come and hold you and show you care. Ever think that the other way around is possible too? Why not? Maybe sometimes a guy just wants a little appreciation. A little hope to know that you'd be there for them too. It sucks when you do so much for a girl and you dont get much back. Sometimes i wish there was a button where when you click it, the other person will feel the same. Crushed and hurt right now but she doesnt seem to care or open her eyes at all. I texted her goodnight and sweetdreams all of a sudden cuz i couldnt deal with what she was doing anymore. And she responded with a, "Really. Okay. Goodnite." Pathetic. Really? Thats her caring right there guys. I might wanted to just end the night early but deep down, i was hoping for her to say no, whats wrong? Let's keep talking. Instead she sends no reassurance. Goddam. Hopeless love right here. It really sucks. Like there's a hole in my heart. . . .
