It gets to a point where she feels like she's done with me. Where the relationship is hitting its expiration date. Where she thinks its time to move on. I don't want that. And the question is why? Why can't i let this girl go? It's hard to explain why because you would have to experience the same feeling i have for this girl. Once you meet the girl who changed you for the better. Who you would take on the world for. The girl who controls your breathing when she is near you or not. The girl who makes your heart skip a beat just by holding your hand. You'll understand why i don't want her to go through with what she is thinking. What she is thinking is just an idea that gets her curious to see what would happen. What would happen if she didn't have me. That "if" question comes into place. I love this girl. And all i want is a tomorrow. A tomorrow where I'll wake up and she'll still be there. Don't go and don't leave me. The thought i have in my head is an if too. And it is "If i wake up tomorrow, Will she still be here to make my heart skip a beat, to take my breath away, and to make my mind go crazy?" That's my if thought and i hope she understands that she means more to me than anything in the world. She's amazing to me. Ever since day one of September 18, 2009, she's been surprising me with reasons of why she is so amazing and why i can't let her slip through my fingers. I am going to make sure that she sees the reasons why she can't let me go too. That will take time and when she gets it, her "if" thought will be the same as mine. Tomorrow is going to come, sooner or later.
